Lipstick Lesbian Catch

^{I've always been a spontaneous person. Even more so having being diagnosed with ME. I have to use my energy wisely and when I have it. Hence the plan is there is no plan. I have to take things as they come to me.  It can make me seem a bit crazy at times. People mistake my impulsiveness for over confidence or being overly bold, rude even, which by the way I am not intentionally.}

^{This in the past has put me into some shall we say dodgy situations. Flying by the seat of my pants ! What is it with supposedly straight women? I mean I don't advertise my sexuality nor do I deny it. The first hint that I enjoy tipping the velvet and I'm almost seduced by loose women and wine. Not that I'm complaining. Some attention is not always welcome of course.}

^{Which brings me to my next thought. Is it wrong to have your cake and eat it?}

^{Is it greedy? Gluttonous even. Ok so I bat for both sides, it doesn't make me a bad person.  It makes me adventurous and lucky to some degree.  My spontaneity has never hurt anyone and I never intend it to. Here is a piece I wrote about the very subject of having ones cake and eating it. Enjoy}

^{Have your cake and bloody well eat it}

^{What if fantasy became reality,}

^{How would you cope?}

^{Desires of flesh}

^{So close you can stroke.}

^{What if one day all your dreams,}

^{They came true?}

^{Then suddenly realised really you were you.}

^{Body so willing}

^{The smile you can't hide.}

^{Flush of your cheeks}

^{Which you try to hide.}

^{Silently seeking some kind of taboo.}

^{But really you know that}

^{you really want to.}

^{I see you bite your bottom lip}

^{Trying to be shy.}

^{Your coyness is endearing}

^{And I'll tell you why.}

^{Have your cake and bloody well eat it.}

^{I once sought my fantasies and made them my own.}

^{I once had a coy smile}

^{I knew before long}

^{How to have my cake and eat it.}

^{All day long.}